November 19, 2008,

Felt this bad in my entire life. I feel like I'm walking through the halls, as if I was a ghost. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I moved and never came back. I want to know what friends would care if I left, what friends would miss me, what ones would replace me.

I can't do anything, I feel that I'm non-existent. Like my friends could careless if I was around or not. Maybe it's true, it could also be because I feel as if my friends talk about me behind my back when I'm standing five inches away.

I've made my decision. I'm moving in with my dad, as soon as I can.

11:52 AM